I am hurting. I have lost it all. I am drowning. Help me to breathe.

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

I just found out that dreams actually can be dangerous if your body cannot distinguish dream and reality. I had this dream where there was a psychotic who wanted to marry me because of whatever perverted reason. (haha had this dream because i read smth regarding phantom of the opera) He was holding me hostage while the police were on their way to rescue me. So while the useless police were wasting precious time, the psycho was desperately trying to force me into a wedding dress, hoping to marry me before they arrived. Then in the dream, i started suffocating in the dress. It was pulled too tight. It was the corset type, like the dress in pirates of the carribean, and you had to pull and tighten the strings at the back. The scary thing is that while i was suffocating in the dream, i was at the same time suffocating on my bed. I woke up immediately,coughing and short of breath. For a moment i felt as if my lungs was being squeezed. But it passed quickly, when i remembered it was a dream. Scary isn't it? Like if you're not careful you may even die in your sleep. whew.....

SpreeQueen @ 12:00 AM

Monday, July 11, 2005

Heirlom
There was an important piece of item that i was searching for. A heirlom that i was finding. I was digging in this dark blue bag for it. Then my fingers groped something very small and hard. It was a tiny red ruby, very intricate. i examined it with a microscope. those kind you use to judge the value of the jewel. It was so tiny yet somehow it was worth quite a fortune. (i don't understand how, when i think of the size) I wanted to show to someone the ruby since other people could not locate the heirlom earlier and thought it did not exist. Then i hid it since they searching to sell it in the first place. Or maybe i woke up before i decided to show it to somebody. can't remember.

SpreeQueen @ 11:57 PM



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